Just another NON-ISSUE

Well, I’m disappointed, but no surprise there. It definitely looks like I just do not possess the ability to do ANYTHING AT ALL acceptable in the eyes of my peers (those fine gentlemen at ECCIE). It doesn’t matter how hard I try. It’s just never enough.

I know I’m not perfect. I’m am so very, very not perfect in EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. Then, why must I constantly insist upon fucking up my own shit???

This morning has certainly been much worse than most. Remember, I told ya about my army of sluts? Well, after interviewing several candidates, each lady with her own issues, I was blessed enough to find a kindred spirit… in the body of a goddess.

Of course, I wanted her for ya’ll, IMMEDIATELY. I could just envision the many, manly faces all pinched into ehilerated expressions of joy and excitement, so similiar to that of children at Christmastime. I couldn’t even imagine a better way of showing my appreciation for each and every last one of you.

If only it were that simple. If only ya’ll had the ability to know my true intentions. In no way, shape, or form, have I received anything out of this. In fact, quite the contrary. I have invested money into finding, training, and marketing (not to mention clothing and other female needs), just so that she might make a big splash in this arena we like to call a review site.

What a fuckin joke. I certainly don’t blame the chuckles I’m sure are ringing out over this one. I’m such a dumbass to think ya’ll would care how much time and effort this selfless act of compassion and concern went into such a project. I even went so far as to lay my own business and needs aside on this, and, now… Look what I’ve done.

I try. I swear that I do. I try to help. I wanna help. I love to make people happy, but, I just don’t seem to know how to do that anymore. It’s likely, I never truly did.

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6 Replies to “Just another NON-ISSUE”

  1. Even though I personally have not had the pleasure of meeting you, Yet !!! from what I’ve read, you are probably the most genuine, caring, sexy, and sensual woman in this area by far, and while I do not know in what reference you are speaking of, its hard not to believe that you are in fact quite sincere, in whatever it is you are attempting to do.. Although, it does sound intriguing… Can’t wait to meet you… Al

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  2. Loving people is not a horrible thing. It’s actually admirable. The problem is sometimes people just love themselves. Every person has morals, accomplishments, goals, and a outlook on their lives. The situation is some individuals tend to step on or look out for only themselves to achieve their goals. This doesn’t make you a bad person for helping. Just makes people like us vulnerable to hidden agendas. Remember this Karma catches up to u one day. The day u on the beach having a lovely drink and they call you for help again bc you now have a better life. Guess what we still will give bc givers are people who forgive and forget. In the end though we always come out on top.
    So smile and laugh at the situation and say to urself that right now I’m like this but in the end I’ll have the last laugh.

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  3. Not sure what the specifics are that you speak of, so I don’t know if I missed anything there. I’ve said it before and will repeat it. Some people just don’t want to believe that what they are seeing is true. Not sure I ever met a more genuine put it out there person…at least not in recent memory.

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