I’m tired. I’m so very tired of always having to run uphill. Today, I look on the website where I advertise and someone I’ve never met said some very nasty things about me. I’m confused. Stunned. And so very hurt.
It seemed like a wonderful idea to combine the two things that I love so much sex and writing. I felt that they could only help to enhance both experiences. And possibly others would enjoy it, too.I love being able to talk with you and tell you everything. My soul feels freer than ever before.
But writing makes me vulnerable to you. It leaves me completely defenseless to everything and everyone. I serously can’t hold out any longer.
I have dreams. There’s things I want to do. I’m trying to accomplish those. I’m trying NOT to step on anyone on the way. What the fuck do I keep doing wrong?
Ya’ll win. Okay. Seriously. I don’t deserve this. I truly don’t. I just wanna move along now and forget we ever met. This shit is too fucking painful!