Handjob Hormones

sexy-pop-art-girl-shows-sign-ok-vector-illustration-79259753Today was wonderful! I had a friend stop by. Of course. He is so interesting and cute. Ooh. And, oh so very affectionate. We spent two hours… chillin, fuckin, and talkin. Just enjoying each other. I get off on that shit. Getting nasty. Then taking a break. Teasing a little while you chat. Then immediately getting nasty again. There’s absolutely nothing like it.

You know, as teenagers, there’s a lot of things that you really need to know. But we’re not given these clues at birth. It’s only when those hormones are right, that we find out what we’re truly made of. What pushes us to do what we do.

I FOUND OUT I WAS A WHORE!. Okay. Maybe not quite a whore. (YET!) I did found out I was a complete slut. I found myself ALWAYS attracted to the guys that were already in relationships. Of course as a teenager, what the fuck is a relationship really?

I found that it wasn’t always the fella that turned me on. Nope. I was actually more titillated just thinking about the aftermath. You see, there’s always a point where you run into that guy and his girlfriend. Together. Oh, the excitement and adrenaline rush that cums from being face-to-face with that chick, knowing full well you just allowed her old man to smack your face repeatedly with his cock.

So what do you do? I would just smile and shake her hand. Or at least, that’s what I used to do. I find it much easier now, NEVER EVER running into these females. But there was such a high when I did it as a kid.

I don’t know why cheating with a guy turned me on so badly. The naughty girl in me thought it was exhilarating. Now, me thinks that I just liked the extra attention.

You know, I spent most the past few years wondering if perhaps I’m a little different from regular females. I mean, when I’m with them, I feel different. And I’ve chosen to remain single and working as an escort for the past twelve, or so, years. The earning money part is certainly no different from anyone else. Everyone works. Or no one gets fed.

However, I get a lot of my self-esteem from bedroom play. It really doesn’t make sense. But it’s true. I’m much more comfortable with my clothes off than with my clothes on. And yes, I believe that makes me different than most women. In a good way. I guess it just depends on who you ask.

But am I okay with it? Yes. Yes, I’m definitely okay with it. I’m more than okay with it. I live for it ON A DAILY BASIS. And I think I’ll get back to it now.

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